Massage

Now that I dont have mental problems and dont live in my head and
fantasies, I started to notice different pain in my body, especially
my back. I cannot believe I could not feel them before. Probably
because I was too concentrated on my thoughts, living in my head and
fantasies.

So, I've head a massage yesterday. It felt very good. I was very happy
afterwards. It's so good to not to have mental and personal problems,
so that you can attend to your physical body. I feel like I am
starting to be completely healthy, both mentally and physically.

The massage wasn't very good, since it was cheap, $50 one I found on
the internet ads. I just wanted to try it out. She said she is going
to do deep tissue, but it felt more like relaxing one - she isn't
brutal enough LOL. I have my usual massage therapist who charges $110,
and she is worth it, coz she is brutal with me, just like I like it
and just how my back needs it, to remove those painful knots. I
sometime joke to her after the massage that I should cancel my BDSM
session LOL. I've set up one more appointment with that $50 therapist,
relaxing massage, because it seems she is specializing more in
relaxing one.

Other then that nothing happened. I've added todo items to my todo
list, like checking out toastmaster and read data structures books, as
my manager advised, so that I get hired full time at Microsoft.